Hmm, the fact, very difficult to manage my own feeling. Determined to hard-hearted seriously but too much temptation to looking himself at the moment. I don't mind to make it all complicated, but, himself always appeared front of me. Phlegmatic, uncare, and which make me very disappointed is he does not behave like that to other people. I want to talk again, see him smiling again, even for a while.
God, I just wanna to erase him from my mind. Altough I realize, love is just love. There is no requirement to have your love. I should be grateful, at least can still saw his shoulder from behind, know his existence, know he is health, heard his voice altough faint, saw him smiling from afar while for others and the most important is saw him happy.
Sad indeed.
But, once again I should be grateful for all the remaining can I thank. No, I do not blame him on everything, it's just that maybe I was not fortunate to have the one I love. Now, I still stand here trying to become stronger and more resilient. Receive all my lucky, and convince myself that I cannot regret to loving someone like him.
God, I just wanna to erase him from my mind. Altough I realize, love is just love. There is no requirement to have your love. I should be grateful, at least can still saw his shoulder from behind, know his existence, know he is health, heard his voice altough faint, saw him smiling from afar while for others and the most important is saw him happy.
Sad indeed.
But, once again I should be grateful for all the remaining can I thank. No, I do not blame him on everything, it's just that maybe I was not fortunate to have the one I love. Now, I still stand here trying to become stronger and more resilient. Receive all my lucky, and convince myself that I cannot regret to loving someone like him.
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