Be Careful My Sulphate Acid

This day begun with good daily activities. Phone from him in the morning to advised me for praying. How sweet... Then I missed my breakfast because after praying I still continue to sleep, I still sleepy altough fresh water wash my oily face... hehehe... I came to my office and started held a safety meeting, then doing some exercise with environ team.

When I took some cakes from Fara in the office, I received a sms from my sulphate acid, which told me that he want to go to a distant place which is not phone signal covered for unlimited period. What...? Fiuh... why that so suddenly...?

But, for him, task is a task! must be implemented no matter whether far much or not, serious or not and even sudden. Yeah, I just want to say "be careful my sulphate acid, many prayers accompany your step. Always hope for your success... waiting for your back. Keep fighting babe...!!

Hard day with more problem, sighh!

Arghghrgh...

Feel want to loudly screamin'...! Too much job must be handling, and limited man power my team had. Headache. Nyut...nyut...nyuttt...tuingggg...

And this noon heard about family matter. Yeah, when I found the time passed without family problem? Complicated family fighting about my cousins who involve in government officer test. And in the middle position is my little aunty who trying to help her brothers with her husband connection link. And you know the result is just one my cousin was success in the test. More tears falling down again. Akhh... And the other my cousin parents (a.k.a her brother) was angry... no...no it's big big angry...!! Fiuhh... I'm so sorry to my aunty... heard that make me sad too... Once more again since I told you in that day when you crying because same matter, sometimes good willing can't get good interpretated by people. They just saw the problem from one side without doing around thinking. And they always made bad justification and punished us with the damn words. Sighh...

Please aunty, keep steadfast hardly...
I just give my best support, and praying you can passed anything with beautiful smile. I stand beside you to console you that anything will be alright. They who cursed you will be proud you back. And please just down to earth when it happening.

And the other side my sulphate acid was becoming so sensitive. Boring to confront your mood babe... I just fighting for my future. And don't blame me when I leaving you if you do not also show all certainty. Babe, I just need the stabilization of life... Every human need that, including me! So, please understand for anything I decided. Our destiny are created by the Great Creator, Allah SWT and Allah knew what the best happening in our life.

Confused...

Bingung banget...! Nggak ada budget untuk beli beberapa desire. Tapi tiap tidur malem en siang gag pernah gag mimpiin punya dua benda ini. Hiks, Masalahnya bener-bener butuh keduanya. Mau gimana ini...?

Kalo mau peduli banget dengan keharusan penghematan, rasanya memang gag usah beli aja... TAPIIII... keduanya penting. Hmphh... Yaasudh dech, kuat-kuatin hati beli keduanya biar nanti-nanti gag usah kepikiran. Yaa Allah, murahkan rezekiQ... Love U...