Arghghrgh...
Feel want to loudly screamin'...! Too much job must be handling, and limited man power my team had. Headache. Nyut...nyut...nyuttt...tuingggg...
And this noon heard about family matter. Yeah, when I found the time passed without family problem? Complicated family fighting about my cousins who involve in government officer test. And in the middle position is my little aunty who trying to help her brothers with her husband connection link. And you know the result is just one my cousin was success in the test. More tears falling down again. Akhh... And the other my cousin parents (a.k.a her brother) was angry... no...no it's big big angry...!! Fiuhh... I'm so sorry to my aunty... heard that make me sad too... Once more again since I told you in that day when you crying because same matter, sometimes good willing can't get good interpretated by people. They just saw the problem from one side without doing around thinking. And they always made bad justification and punished us with the damn words. Sighh...
Please aunty, keep steadfast hardly...
I just give my best support, and praying you can passed anything with beautiful smile. I stand beside you to console you that anything will be alright. They who cursed you will be proud you back. And please just down to earth when it happening.
And the other side my sulphate acid was becoming so sensitive. Boring to confront your mood babe... I just fighting for my future. And don't blame me when I leaving you if you do not also show all certainty. Babe, I just need the stabilization of life... Every human need that, including me! So, please understand for anything I decided. Our destiny are created by the Great Creator, Allah SWT and Allah knew what the best happening in our life.
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